Dakle, danas sam odlucio da razgovaram sa Mattom i da konacno stavim tacku na I. Nisam vise mogao. Non stop mislim na njega. Ne mogu da se koncentrisem na ucenje, i odlucio sam da definitivno zavrsim sa tim. Posto je bio zauzet, ja sam odlucio da ne cekam vec da mu posaljem mail. U mailu sam objavio raskid, i iskreno se nadao da se on nece ni uzbuuditi oko toga, i da cu ja konacno nastaviti da zivim normalno, medjutim on mi odgovara uz izvinjenje, i stavlja me u jos goru situaciju. Kad sam videm mail, cuka mi prolupala. Evo u stvari postavicu moj i njegov mail. Ja mu nisam jos odgovorio, ali vise ni sam nisam siguran sta zelim. U stvari zelim da budem sa njim tako jaaako, ali se bojim da se ne zaljubim i da me ne povredi...
Da li sam ja suvise obazriv? Molim za svaki iskren savet i utehu :smrc:
Hvala
Moj Mail:
Hi Matt,
So how is your weekend? Had fun in OC? I was at the beach on Sat for almost
whole day, and than I studied latter on.
Well, it kind of sucks we missed to hang out, but I'm glad you had fun
anyways...
So what was the bar you were talking about in a text message? Guess it's a
lot of fun ah?
Well, it seems I'm not able to go out to bars yet, but I try to have fun at other
places like cafe shops, beach etc. Well, maybe they're not as cool as bars,
but sometimes, a good mood and a good company is all you need for fun and
laughter.
I'm not really sure if you want to meet anymore or not since you were
kind of busy lately. I texted you, but you didn't answer to my message... Well, that's cool, but when I'm with someone, I really like to be a bit closer, and spend a bit more than just a night in the bed.
I aint saying it's bad, it's just not what makes me happy, and is not what i am looking for. You're obviously not looking to share some more time with me either, so I guess we'll gonna have to be nothing more than friends. I like you, and think you're a really cool guy, so I hope we'll still be cool. Have to hit the gym now, but will talk to you latter. Have fun!
Mattov mail nazad:
Well I know your mad at me but please dont be..i do like you and appologize for being very busy lately. It is hard lately since all my friends have wanted to go to clubs etc and your not 21 yet. I am not playing games with you since I do like you but dont expect too much from me just yet. I move very slowly..very..for a specific reason from past situations..im kind of mad at u for saying that i dont want to meet with you anymore..that is not fair..i had plenty of time during the week and your the one who was busy and said only on fri etc..well that wasnt good for me so who is wrong there..not all about your schedule either..I do have alot going on so cant always give you the attention that you might need either..well, now we are both mad with each other

haha..we can talk later about it..i do have a busy life too you know..i havent written you off and I dont sleep with people and forget about them..thats not me..i am a nice person and I dont care what people say or think about that..hmm..we can talk more about that..if you want..dont be selfish either..muah!!! smile for a change and dont get mad at me or else ha..ttyl/M