- SKC. Dan otvaranja kanala MTV Adrie.
Ja sa diktofonom ispred ulaza u salu, gde su izvodjači uzimam izjave.
Ulixa sam poveo sa sobom. Sećam se da je jednog člana ,,Beogradskog sindikata'' okarakterisao kao teškog seljačinu.
Pojavljuje se JEDNA (dakle samo jedna članica, mišljenje druge ne znam),
ja je pitam ono gore, a ona mi odgovara ,,ono gore''.
Možda čak imam i taj snimak sačuvan.
Molim te Svejedno pitaj ih obe, kad ih vidiš, koja je od njih dala homofobičnu izjavu medijima na dan otvaranja MTV Adrie u SKC-u.
Mozda su se promenile na drugu stranu - tada su bile mladje i ludje i radile.. svasta, jel.
Sada obe imaju decu, i daleko su mirnije i sl.
MNe znam sa kojom si pricao, ali..hm...evo ovako: na mnogim zurkama im je bilo zanimljivo da se ljube jedna sa drugom.
I imamo barem 10 zajednickih gej prijatelja. I pojma nemam sta je tada mislila, i dalje ne znam koja, ali mozda je samo nesrecno branila 'sokantnost' svojih textova.
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Jel spojivo biti gej i furati mizoginiju, sta ti mislis?
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Ima jedna tema ovde... mislim da znas na koju mislim.
Kada ljudi furaju SAMO svoju pricu, zakace slucajno usput neke ljude koje ne zele.
No meni nešto na um pade što se i ne tiče konkretno ove teme, ali je vezano za muške izvodjače. Rep je maltene potpunpo muški žanr.
To je odsustvo pokušaja naših gej aktivista da neku mušku zvezdu, na koga se ugledaju savremeni dečaci (a to sigurno nije Miroslav lić, ali jesu Marčelo, Struka ili Gru) približi gej pravima.
Boban Stojanović iz Kvirije napravio je kalendar o ženskim divama, kpje podržavaju gejeve. Bile su tu Karleuša, Severina, Cincarevićka, Goca Tržan...
Mislim da je traženje podrške isključivo od žena, manje potrebno jer među ženama je zaista manje homofoba. Barem onih agresivnih, koji tuku.
Ženama je daleko lakše da prihvate gej muškarce jer i same znaju kako je to voleti i želeti muškarca.
Imam utisak da je potrebno raditi na projektu da strejt muškarci prihvate gej muškarce. To je mnogo teži poduhvat zbog imaginarnog straha strejtera da će biti startovani, zbog neprijatnosti da će neko na njih gledati kao na meso, zbog toga što ne mogu lako da se poistovete s nekim ko želi muškarca itd.
No ovim muško-muškim dijalogom mnogo bi se više postiglo.
Našim društvu potrebni su javni strejt muškarci (iz sportsko-estradne branše), koji će da stanu sa gej strane, a njima se retko koji aktivista obraća.
Ja slusam hip hop (izmedju ostalog) od ranih tinejdzerskih dana , doduse vise stranu ali i malo domace scene, i nikako to ne povezujem sa njihovim stavovima... Oni kroz rap imaju mnogo kontroverznih izjava o zenama, nigerima, majkama pa i homoseksualcima... Ali opet, nisu svi takvi i bilo bi pogresno generalizovati primjere nekoliko njih iz mainstream-a na cijeli pravac.
Ko to voli i slusa, koga to pokrece, nije izazvan samo tekstom (ili mu mozda ne smeta) vec mnogim drugim stvarima...
A eto meni je par ljudi reklo da bas razbijam stereotip kod njih jer slusam rap, posto obicno ocekuju od LGBT ljudi da se loze na pop, i samo pop... (mada ja ne krijem da se mnooogo lozim i na to hehe)
Ma, muzika je cudo i niko je ne moze danas vise definisati niti biti objektivan!
Taj muzički užas i stravu -- mislim na domaći hip-hop (koji uživo zvuči kao da motku umočenu u stajsko đubrivo udaraš o kacu kiselog ubuđalog kupusa) -- ne slušam ne zato što je homofobičan, mizogin i sl. (a jeste), nego zato što je to najcrnji i najogavniji treš -- grozota u očima Svevišnjeg! -- pored koga i Vesna Vukelić Vendi zvuči kao Marija Kalas na vrhuncu svetske karijere.
Ukusi su razlichiti i to poshtujem, ali, ne slushati neshto shto ti je gotivno zbog izvodjacheve izjave koja je i onako bila stvar trenutka, e, to je meni Van svake pameti.
Boli mene kita da li je neko gay, anti ili pro. Slusam ono sto mi uhu prija, pa tako i rap.
There is a way out of this mess and shit, you just can't think your way out of it. Thought is your enemy.
I know I know, I got to think less. I had that thought actually.
You have to let go. Let go.
Let go of what?
Let go of you. I mean, think about it, what have you done for you lately?
I'm having trouble following your philosophy.
You have to jump in.
Jump in by those scopes?
No, in the water.
In the River?
Yes, Jump in the River, Jump in the River...
We're all born into this river without knowing how to swim
And eventually we learn how to keep this water under our chins
Some times this river is so cold to be in
Freezing my soul, solidifying my skin
Regardless of how far I see, I never see my travels end
Were carried by the current, being driven by the wind
The scenery we pass, we'll never see again
So we store it up as memories and don't let go of them
We're under a spell thinking the river should go straight
We set goals and desires to control our own fate
But all the pain we experience is a result of our expectations
Because it's the rivers nature to twist and turn
The shit can burn
And I know it
I have the same conflict
But I try to sit and flow with this rivers natural process
And sometimes when I watch myself float downstream
I see the beauty of it all, and it feels like a dream
And at that time I appreciate the rivers course
Some call it God, reality, momentum, force
I stare up at the naked moon, and she stares down at me
Outside thoughts boundaries I'm all I look outward to see
The universe is not something separate from yourself
I know you feel alone, but that's why I'm here to help
I know you feel alone, but just look up at the stars
And everything that is out there is what you really are
We gotta learn to see the beauty in each moment of life
Everyone has different paths and we're seeking the light
The world is divided between peasants and kings
But the truth is everybodys looking for the same thing
Now I want you to know
The role you play is part of the whole
Without you it couldn't be, and I mean that with compassion
So if you ever need anything, I mean anything at all
I'm here for you; all you gotta do is ask man
I'm here for you, in the same way that you're here for me
Each person is an intricate piece of infinite
I feel like if you could see what I see
Then we as humanity could be free
I'm here for you, not for any self centered reasons
Because existence is interdependent and all's related,
Connected as different manifestations of one single mind
You ain't isolated from the world even though it feels like that sometimes
I see the hurt when I look into your eyes
How you struggle to hold it and keep it bundled inside
It drives a dull blade deep in my heart; it makes me want to cry
So I offer you a hand to help wash away the rainy skies
I'm running out of words, but I haven't yet made my message clear
So if none of this makes sense, I just want you to know I'm here
As a musician, as a friend, as a teacher, as a student
To grow and realize that everything's in constant movement
Each problem that we face is just a part of this movement
It seems helpless, but if we stick together we'll get through it
And return to the essence from which we've been uprooted
And wake humanity from these illusions
The second you can look into the sky and see your own reflection
You know your headed in the right direction
The river ride ain't always smooth, but with it I live
And everything is perfect, just the way it is
We gotta learn to see the beauty in each moment of life
Everyone has different paths and we're seeking the light
The world is divided between peasants and kings
But the truth is everybodys looking for the same thing
Now I want you to know
The role you play is part of the whole
Without you it couldn't be, and I mean that with compassion
So if you need anything, I mean anything at all
I'm here for you; all you gotta do is ask man
I'm here for you; all you gotta do is ask man
I'm here for you; all you gotta do is ask man
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