Bootstrap Framework 3.3.6

[Blady]

Originally posted by Kala



Tesla je bio IZUZETNO duhovan covek!!
Uglavnom njegovi izumu prate principe univerzuma, slobodna energija, fizika koja mora da razume mehanizme u prirodi.. Verovao je da ako pazljivo bira hranu koju unosi, kada i koliko spava, da sve to moze da mu produzi zivot!
Sfera je sjajna... sve je sferasto u univerzumu.
Zanimljivo je to da se budisti danas oslanjaju na cinjenice nauke i to je jedan od dobrih pokazatelja da religija odnosno duhovnost se spaja sa naukom. Nauka na kraju kaze vazno je VEROVATI!

Pravoslavlje u svojoj arhitektturi koristi sferu kao element gradjenja svetilista, i po cinjenicama svako ko udje u crkvu oseca pozitivniju energiju, jer na pr kod katolika se koriste dosta ostri i spicasti elemnti da izazovu strah i osecanje manje vrednosti... Sfera se cesto koristi u arhitekturi da bi izazsvala oderedjene psiholoske reakcije...

Dobar je znak kada neko sanja sfere. Ja na pr sanjam spirale.. a to je zasebna prica

Nisam znala to za katolike, zanimljivo... BTw Svidja mi se ovo za Teslu, dugo sam razmisljala o Budizmu, volela bih da se prebacim iz pravoslavca u budistu... Kala, divno

[Kala]

Originally posted by Black Lady

Originally posted by Kala



Tesla je bio IZUZETNO duhovan covek!!
Uglavnom njegovi izumu prate principe univerzuma, slobodna energija, fizika koja mora da razume mehanizme u prirodi.. Verovao je da ako pazljivo bira hranu koju unosi, kada i koliko spava, da sve to moze da mu produzi zivot!
Sfera je sjajna... sve je sferasto u univerzumu.
Zanimljivo je to da se budisti danas oslanjaju na cinjenice nauke i to je jedan od dobrih pokazatelja da religija odnosno duhovnost se spaja sa naukom. Nauka na kraju kaze vazno je VEROVATI!

Pravoslavlje u svojoj arhitektturi koristi sferu kao element gradjenja svetilista, i po cinjenicama svako ko udje u crkvu oseca pozitivniju energiju, jer na pr kod katolika se koriste dosta ostri i spicasti elemnti da izazovu strah i osecanje manje vrednosti... Sfera se cesto koristi u arhitekturi da bi izazsvala oderedjene psiholoske reakcije...

Dobar je znak kada neko sanja sfere. Ja na pr sanjam spirale.. a to je zasebna prica

Nisam znala to za katolike, zanimljivo... BTw Svidja mi se ovo za Teslu, dugo sam razmisljala o Budizmu, volela bih da se prebacim iz pravoslavca u budistu... Kala, divno

uzmi najbolje od svega... to je moja parola. Vazno je verovati. Budizam je kod nas ogranicena praksa. Budizam ti je kao hriscanstvo imas grane i podgrane, samo treba malo da lutas da se nadjes u metodi koja ti lezi.. Probaj sto vise! GOOD LUCK FINDING YOUR MANTRA!

[Blady]

Hvala

[Kala]

SEX – Philosophical View – What I know about Sex
Part II


Every vital center in human being has three forms of energies, as it follows:
Intelligence – Brain:
Intelligence of Intelligence
Emotional Intelligence
Instinct Intelligence

Emotions:
Emotion of Emotions
Intelligent Emotions
Instinct Emotions

Instinct – Sexual organs:
Instinct of Instinct
Emotion Instinct
Intelligence of Instinct

In pure sexual relationship, focus is on instinct, which has four possible levels that tell us about quality or lack of quality, as it follows:

Pure Instinctive level:
Instinctive – Emotional level;
Instinctive – Intellectual level;
Instinctive – Emotional – Intellectual level.
To all these mentioned levels, the act is strictly controlled with sex, yet quality varies due to way how they are expressed, meaning, weather they are limited to pure instinct or they include emotions and intelligence. Analysis is the same when it comes to emotional or intellectual carriers of a relationship, which can appear on all four known levels. Neither of that four levels of sexual relationship is highest level, yet they are modalities of sexual relationship in which a human being can manage alone without any preset knowledge.
Regardless, if these modalities cannot reach the highest level in relationship, possibilities are found usually in frame of normal possibilities in every individual.
Higher forms of sexual relationships are reserved more for those who already have developed advanced conscience, for that level requires the use of mind as leading energy. In some writing I explained ‘lack of mind’ average human in the right sense of that formulation. Possessiveness is not something that is given by birth, nor it is something that develops normally. ‘Mind’ exists as a product of engaging intelligence, work, and advancement. In higher levels of love, giving and receiving energy of ‘human Eros’ is under strict control of super ego, which is permanent and absolute gravity center to every individual allowing love to form as integral part of that gravitational center.
True love on higher expressing level is between woman and man that make them one integral and complete being.
‘Sexual sin’ contains from non-thinking, practicing animal sex, and that sexual act enslaves participant into bestial act of pure libido relationship. Sexual sin doesn’t coexist if our creative energy is under control of higher conscious level. To come to the sexual act in this case the person first must develop conscious acknowledgment of previous sexual act. If there is only sexual interest between two as base to their relationship, that relationship surely cannot lead a couple to real happiness and true soul satisfaction.
However strange it seems, they do not even go towards sexual satisfaction, for satisfaction does not lie in genitals. Satisfaction can be expected only in magnetic sexuality, which is, as we know the result of personal spiritual development.
When the physical sex is only base of relationship, and that is what majority of people practice, such physical sexual relationship we can compare to ‘Tantalus sufferings’.
Tantalus is mythological son of Zeus and Titus. His sufferings are referring to situation when Tantalus has everything he immensely desires in front of his eyes, yet he cannot reach out to take it nor consume it. Tantalus ‘dies’ from thirst while standing in water up to his throat, and he ‘dies’ of hunger while there are luscious sweet and fresh fruits are above his head. Meanwhile, his every effort to try and drink water or reach for fruits is disabled. This analogy could explain sexual desire that can be satisfied in physical sphere but short-term, while inner (soul) magnetic desire remains long while unsatisfied. That is the reason why mare sexual act isn’t satisfying and always produces consequence produces strong feeling of sexual desire, which an individual wishes to make up with more stronger erotic charge and greater engagement. That way the individual alone puts oneself into circle full of vices from where there’s no return.
This way of reaction is more so characteristically with women because of much more complex way in responding to sexual stimulation then as it is with men. So, that way we have more women that are not frigid, that have satisfying number of sexual encounters, yet remain unsatisfied on long-term.
Men easily fall into orgies to cheat themselves and thus repress for moment anxiety of their deep dissatisfactions.
It is completely contrary when sexual act is resulting from higher modality from where super ego of an individual takes full control over act, and that way it brings organic, magnetic, instinctive, emotional, intellectual, mental, and spiritual relationship. That relationship is truly Gods gift and it can take a couple to real heavens. Even if this conclusion in theory may appear simple and easy, in practice it demands large persistence, consistency, and strong determination to reach super ego.
True love and sexual satisfaction unfortunately do not belong to masses, but it is reserved for those who are followers of spiritual selection, which does true Mother Nature.
At any rate, to all of us that door is wide open, but the truth is that majority of people no matter how withheld they are in love and happiness for ignorance and unconsciousness, still attempting to create states thru personal design and personal choice in spite to mother nature.
We know well, life itself is competitive and selective, so those who waste time, suffer failures always blaming others, instead acknowledging the responsibility in failing, weather it is on material or spiritual level. Even if nature gives different people at birth, nature classifies them later into spiritual groups via processes of selection that are constant and lasting.
Secret of many excitements lie in sex, for all stimulations are sexual nature and sexuality is characteristically inborn. We know that newborns have sexuality that is expressed through senses, especially during breastfeeding. When we mature, our sexuality expands to other sectors, but our senses remain mainly sexual.
Listening, watching, touching, eating, chewing, sucking, scent sense, taste sense, all of that are sources for sexual stimulation. We go to cinema, spend time socializing, listening to music feeling happy or sad, and all those activities come from refereeing erotic stimulus.
There are many ways and roads of stimulations attached to sex and are not pure mechanical and physical, yet they belong to or emotions, to our imaginations and those sensations we receptor via all five senses. In next writings I shall explain some standpoints.

[Kala]

SEX – Philosophical View – What I know about Sex
Part III

Lets say with the person that enjoys and is relaxing by chewing the gum, part of that satisfaction lies in sexual stimulation through senses, meaning it doesn’t lie only in muscle jaw function, but stimulus is received partly from sexual receptors.
Socializing also awakes magnetic sexuality, just like satisfaction in eating, listening pop music, or through stimulations of visual influences such as colors, forms, and lighting. It is not hard to detect force of Eros in certain tones during some speech or thru fragrances of certain perfumes or when couple eats in a way like they are feeding each other. All that has deep seeded sexual roots thru receptor, contact and correlative. Contact between man and woman by holding hands immediately goes in sphere of libido and erotic.
If someone is always not satisfied with oneself, if suffers from characteristically self-pity it is nothing else but expressing morbid masochistic sexual satisfaction. On the other side, aggression has big importance in eroticism from sadistic point of view because such person likes to torture other person on different way, thru mental, verbal, physical molesting that can be either open nature or to be skillfully hidden. If we let ourselves into deeper analysis of told things we can freely conclude, that libido manages our lives in unbelievable large number of situations.
Now is very good time to explore phenomenon of non-organic masturbations, which are experienced thru senses and is very spread amongst people. To understand this phenomenon we should understand the difference between ‘normal’ meaning what that supposed to mean and ‘abnormal’ meaning. It is totally naturally to any of us to receive stimulations via senses, for if it was different, our energy would probably vanish. And we would finish this earthly life.
Abnormal and pathological behavior in sex belongs to sadomasochistic way of behavior. It is felt through sensing-sexual receptors. It should be pointed out that sadomasochism is pathological form of behaving. Furthermore, now, we shall observe it as a normal form of behavior, just as a general (standard) behavior. What is ‘normal’ is not necessarily healthy. Normal behavior is brought down to point where ‘normal’ behavior is actually sick or disturbed and so that hardly who notices it.
Sadomasochism is state of mind of an individual and his or hers sexual desires and behaviors experienced through senses, as feelings of enjoyment and pain throughout fast and constant emotional fluctuations between sensations of satisfactions and pain.
That type of satisfaction is considered not normal, not natural, for it is morbid and degrading. And if all this is leading us to thinking that all people are ‘sick’ on their own way, that is still not a reason for our complaining, but more so a reason to face with such states of dominating. Although the full meaning of degradation is included in some way in this part of discussion, lets explain further more the term ‘degradation’.
‘Degradation’ is a state when a human being permanently decreases self-humanness through wrong use of basic moving force, wasting basic force on masturbation via constant fluctuations between satisfactions and feeling of intense pain. Of course that that state is changeable and there’s always a chance for an individual even the deep contribution in sadomasochism thru re-generate ones spirituality and return too higher level using intelligent directing its own creative energy. Today’s humanity that we know is ‘degenerated’ because it turned off from road of evolution exchanging that road with race for conformism and sensual satisfactions.
It is good example how non-organic masturbation works through process of gambling, when an individual, a gambler, very dangerously fluctuate between feeling of satisfaction in anticipating the profit and feeling of intense pain while losing money. That gamblers sadomasochism is responsible for one who became compulsive gambler or how we call it ‘evil of non-organic masturbation’. That way the gambling table becomes the center of projected psychosexual energies, which easily attracts magnetic forces of evil (freely said the devils). Those evil forces (devils) find there very ideal conditions to feed on available psychosexual energies that gambler squander. Compulsive gamblers after played game remain ‘empty’ in the sense of energy. No matter how this explanation may seem grotesque, casino is a ‘milking cow’ for evil magnetic forces (devils) where gamblers are feeding them with life’s energy. Totally identical situation is created during variable events where betting is allowed, where individuals are gathering having irresistible urge for making bets of any sort. Person that became a compulsive gambler, player for stakes, or similar doesn’t lose only ones magnetic energy, but also that person experiences constant losses in a daily lifestyle.
Therefore, we must know that forces of evil are enjoying in people’s sufferings because they possess primitive intelligence controlled by principles of predisposed people to cause them pain, falter, and sufferings. Their victims are going through torture of moral decay where they are losing their valuable magnetic energy to favor of evil forces (other way of saying devils).
Other form of non-organic masturbations are located in the bases of drama stories, as we often can see them on our TV programs, where main character goes through numerous mishaps, humiliations, pain, illnesses, and sufferings to be awarded at the end with unexpected happiness, love at first sight, and ‘triumph’ of good over evil. Here to us is mainly important position and motive of a viewer-observer watching such program. Observer is unconsciously captured into emotional fluctuation enjoying the suffering, enjoying highly tense scenes in film or generally saying, the viewer is not capable to escape next episode of film or series of such category and sort. Through viewers unconsciousness that type of shows strongly stimulate ones sexuality. An individual under that influence establishes wrong standards in social and sexual behavior because unconsciously wants to in own life, marriage, and love create situations filled with mixed pain and joys, simply morbid situations for they stimulate through sexual senses (non-organic masturbation).
A person when sometime and with good intention starts to practice sadomasochistic fluctuation enjoying and pain where inevitably becomes a pervert all the way to the point of becoming hunter for ‘sick’ sexual sensations. That type of person finds comfort in desperate situations, yet situation that brings ‘satisfaction’ in jealousy, or masochistic enjoyment in feeling cheated, humiliated, tortured. If that situation doesn’t exist in person real world, that person will surely follow solution to create, provoke such situations.
Almost all marital arguments and fights caused by jealousy are based on the reflex of non-organic masturbation, which bring punishment and award to participant. One of participant in the arguments or fights fluctuates from humiliation, challenge, and degradation, to humiliation, challenge, and enjoyment in exposed same feelings. Morbidity of situation requires humiliation and hiding behind ‘dirt’, or throwing mud at partner. At the end, that verbal exaggeration from both ends of situation cause in person high psychosexual stimulations where energy serves to strengthen perverted behavior standards till becomes a normal reaction and behavior. That way the pathological behavior is ‘normalized’ and thus is not apparent anymore, nor is a reason to worry about. Partners fell into melodramatic forms of life that are inevitably taking them into unhappiness because they are in confusion of interpreting factors of life with the concept ‘intense life’. Individuals who insist on that type of lifestyle (‘intense life’) are always at places where are drugs, alcohol, laziness, sickness, twisted loves, dependencies, poverty, and delinquency.
People constantly think they are in search of new and exciting sensations, and at that they do not acknowledge they are spinning around their own undefined sexuality, so in that way they express their deepest dissatisfactions tied to erotica and libido. As more time people spend in search of ‘higher innumerous excitements’ that much becomes evident that their sexual dissatisfaction increases proportional, for true satisfaction can be reached only through magnetic sexuality.

[Kala]

SEX – Philosophical View – What I know about Sex
Part IV

High energy religious trans (ecstasy) is nothing less then state of sexual enchantment regardless of that being very pure kind of sexuality. It goes towards spirituality through very long development process and conscious elevation.
Each person who developed own conscious alertness and is practicing true spirituality shall find full sexual satisfaction, which will be experienced as sense of wholeness, peace, and inner satisfaction. Human being is basically creative being and its erotic impulses must give creative results or human being may reach big personal frustration in lack of results. That is why scientists, explorers, philosophers and artists experience that inner sexual satisfaction via their activities and in that way they have a feeling they fulfilled what was given to them from god and destiny. Even if human is not aware of own hidden motives, the thing that human is longing for through all those hidden objectives are in actuality longing for personal sexual fulfillment.
Behind feverish run for power, fame, authority, prestige, wealth, love and pleasures is actually situated real sex or Eros energy that strives to live or to repeat life of its own personality through something higher and thru making inner sexual satisfaction and contentment.
All human beings are in search for the same goal, and that is finding sexual fulfillment. Unfortunately, the lack of knowledge and to much daydreaming and fantasizing make person not to distinguish between sensual satisfaction and inner satisfaction. It is especially expressed in people who didn’t realize that fulfillment and higher level can be reached only thru learning and control of sensual temperament. Such control is necessary and it is a vehicle in accomplishing libido elevation on desired level, level of spirituality and conscious control.
Person also has to be aware that elevation is not repression because repression is state of stagnation and ruin while elevation means conscious management of human Eros flow toward higher levels expression.
Power of creating life is force that can either destroy or save the human, depending on human’s sense of responsibility, care and consciousness. All human beings do have opportunity to elevate self on higher levels of consciousness and spirituality or to degrade selves. That is strictly a personal decision to every human being, which shall influence further destiny of an individual and determine weather that person shall live in real world or fantasy world.
Nature applies constant selection in human beings leading them thru thorny, hard, at first unbridgeable obstacles and paths where depending of achieved results nature defines spirituality or animal temperament of an individual.
Samples of big and hard tasks and overcoming obstacles are familiar to us thru myths. For instance, myth on Hercules, is not given to us to make judgments on mythical character’s actions or deeds, but to understand his inner dilemmas and conflicts that we can meet with ordinary human beings, those moral and spiritual dilemmas and conflicts thru which are passing ones who wish to form their character in order to achieve necessary level of self-knowledge and right human path. Refers to Homo sapiens and not human being who unfortunately, very often, lose own path to evolution for sake of chasing the pleasures and sexual satisfactions.
As a result, large numbers of people turn for searches after illusions meanwhile never feeling fulfilled with pleasure.
When those people believe they reached the desired satisfaction and fulfillments, that illusion bursts in front their senses like soap bubble. In time, person gets to acknowledgments in what caused deficiency in personal complete mental satisfaction, the complete fulfillment that was exchanged with feeling of complete inner emptiness. Needless to say, often that kind of acknowledgment arrives too late to change course of destiny and too late to intervene to reach right goals in going right way.
Many people painfully crawl through life, traveling for fruits of illusion and fantasy not realizing how fruitless their goals are.
Very few wants to face with own reality, for majority practice variable escaping the reality tactics which goal is to destruct ego maybe destroying it forever initiating that process with attaching self conscious to surrounding mass conscious or engaging into immoral orgy.
Orthodox teaching directs attention to different path to avoid traps of illusions, fantasy or destroying own ego hushing away conscious super ego training. Through that training human maximal opportunities are binding and concentrating on higher level where person fully comes to realization of self. That is the path opposite path of ego destruction which finishing consequence is death.
Because people always full themselves, they don’t make a difference anymore between search for luck and sensual pleasures. People are trying in all ways to come to maximum pleasure while believing they shall secure long-term happiness before it goes away from them. Thinking and doing as such, people practice decontrolling stimulations and think they are enjoying their lives.
Smoking cigarettes is form of unconscious sexual stimulation. Person enjoys feel of taste and smoke of tobacco pulling sexual pleasure via non-organic masturbation.
Often is the case where a smoker has deep sexual complexes created in conflict that sparks between his or hers libido and super ego, thinking that sexual act is ‘big sin’ for smoking to smokers opinion doesn’t have erotic charge and meaning. In other words, they enjoy in ‘hidden” sex. This practice occurs usually with people who are overburdened with wrong teaching that sex is ‘big sin’. That is how some people ‘to avoid big sin’ enjoy in hidden sexual pleasures while there is no feeling “I am guilty’.
Smoking is habit hard to discontinue because person is obsessed by magnetic ‘devil’ that came from sexual magnetism delivering itself thru sense in act of smoking and emotional feeling during smoking. That type of person refuses to quit smoking for appear ant reason.
If a smoker is aware that is just a host to a stranger it would be much easier to make decision about quitting, for smoker is not the person needing smoking yet it is the devil within.
Maybe there was a need during human history for sex to be labeled as ‘big sin’ because of moral state in human community at that period of time. At any rate, we should never lose awareness on what sex really is and what is its purpose: ‘sex is accumulator well filled with universal energy, Cosmic and human Eros’.
To finish up, every person can make sex in way for it to be pure or to be perverted. Memorize well, sin is always in person, and not in sexual act.
The end

“From library”,

[Kala]

ILL States of SOUL (Negative states) – Some Causes


I do not start intentionally with sex, but I start in order and serious with sources of negativity, so unsuitable sexual life is one of main sources of negativity. Usually the consequence is very deep repression of one or more problems, negative experiences or actions of all problems, negative experiences together that are created in this or one of previous lives. Center of those problems is located on second Chakra level and there we feel those negativities as specific energy blockages. That is inadequate functioning of Chakra or is as imbalance in giving and receiving energy.
On third Chakra level, our negative state is reflected as an illusion or as suffering and pain can cause to some vital organ-system the illness (in most cases that’s liver or nervous system), for stroked with illness those organs create distortion in energy flow or mainly influence its wrong direction.
Possibility to absolutely in right way we receive and give love energy is binned to Heart Chakra and our astral body, and with that it is closely binned to our dreams and fantasies. That binding gives to fourth energy center grand importance in regulating proper love energy circulation.
Now we can easily state that basic reason to all of our distortions and illnesses is our retreat, weather conscious or unconscious, from our destiny determined ‘creative path’. It is only possible positive solution to return to us on destiny determined ‘creative path’.
Before, I explained possible comeback on ‘creative path’ through some of following techniques: praying, breathing, visualization, energy transformation, and etc. The techniques on their own cannot successfully return us to our destiny determined ‘creative path’ without exercises for cleansing, opening, balancing, and properly functioning of our energy centers – Chakras.
We can do that in combination of imported Devin’s love energy through properly chosen prayers, than following those prayers with inner visualization and with specific way of breathing. Also thru similar relax exercises, concentration, and other we bring our entire bio-field in content balance and harmony. When we succeeded and achieved that balance, we returned to our destiny determined ‘creative way’.

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[Kala]

[Kala]

November 18th, 1999.

RETROSPECTIVE


In several former years advancement of science and technology is unbelievable. New revolutionary concepts appeared in all areas in human activities.
Today we know of physics, chemistry, medicine, and other fields more then ever. It can easily happen in the near future that people step foot on other planets that are challenging now.
However, a human being hasn’t changed at all. Human brains still functions the same way as it was two thousand years ago before Christ. Fears, hatred, anxiety and emotionality remained. Exploration of inner human life practically doesn’t exist. Lot more is known about secrets of the matter and energy than about way of thinking or forces that regulate life. It is very small number of those who can with certainty say: “I know myself well.”
Yet, all that doesn’t stop the human masses to arrogantly think and do as like they are stronger and better from Mother Nature.
Only some accident, illness, or death may at times remind people where is their place and where they are in relation with Mother Nature.
In those moments people think and ask themselves: “What is life actually”…”Why is God so unjust”…”Who am I really”…”Where I came from”…”Where do I go and what I strive for”…”Why do we all must die”…”Does happiness exist as such”…
Those who completely sank into materialism or are too lazy to think and everything that happens they turn into game of chance.
Religiously speaking, all comes down to “Devine’s heritage” through various dogma and other comfortable things that’s available to church. On the other side, science law is unbeatable logically and makes strong argument in way that offers almost impossible truce between science and religious dogma that relies only on faith.

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There’s also a wrong assumption that human being is an intelligent organism, which has completely and definitely done with evolution. Yet, human being is at very beginning of mental evolution. Throughout history there were people who were evidently ahead of their time, there were people who were enlightenment and inspired by Rosicrucian science, which was conceived in Egypt, long time ago with appearance of Trismegistus Herma. Those are people with caliber such as Pythagoras, Socrates, Plato, Jesus, Orpheus, Dante, Descartes, Franklin, Newton, Bacon, et cetera. They and others similar to them make true spiritual aristocracy that is definitely more important then social and financial aristocracy.

[Kala]

These are the keys to all phenomenons:
Thought, Relation, Vibration, Polarity, Rhythm, Cause and Consequence, and Gender (Generation).

THOUGHT: All is thought, all existent is energy. Universe is mental supposition.

RELATION: All that is up is also down; all that is down is also up.

VIBRATION: Nothing is steady; everything vibrates.

POLARITY: Everything is dual, there is duality in all; everything and anything has its reversed side; extremes meet.

RHYTHM: Everything is ebb and flow; action and reaction, forward and backward.

CAUSE and CONSEQUENCE: Nothing happens as cause of chance; everything happens and will happen only by law.

GENDER: It manifests in everything that exists; all is divided in male and female gender.

Nature in its chest hides greatest secrets of life and one who follows truthfully and with understanding the teachings of Jesus Christ: “becomes child” who can read those hidden secrets of Mother Nature as an open book.
To reach level in teaching science we must have ideals of basic categories and not personal, and to work for benefit of all humanity, to value love, brotherhood-sisterhood, and equality of all people regardless of faith, background, class. We must feel strong spiritual and moral strength, to reach adequate level of perfected spirit and not to develop unnecessary emotions (fear, distrust, anxiety, simple-mindless, etc.)

“Nothing shall be rejected to you, you just have to understand”.

[Kala]

March 27th, 2000.


To my Goddaughter


If a person/individual projects its attention psychologically toward secondary reality or fantasy (toward something that is not present in its space – time at the moment), that individual will not meet with real time and will undoubtedly fall into world of dreams, fantasies and unreality.
Vaguely is known that mental concentration is powerful weapon to secure something valuable. It is evident that individual can stay in correlation with time in direct relation insisting on self-discipline.
If we can in some way connect to cosmic time, our life would last thousands million years, our age would be planetary, and not human.
Great enemy to people is their psychological ‘I’, which we already acknowledged that before. Psychological ‘I’ is like windmill open to past, present and future, so that way makes impossible temporal positive simultaneousness.
Imagination of a person/individual makes to project its attention beyond present moment in time where creating situation to live in state of unreality, fantasy, inexistence. We must understand following fact, if person lives in some other time then that person cannot be in the present time.
It is necessary to add to this something extremely important, the fact, that when someone exists in time, located in reality of present moment in time, where manifestation of soul/spirit in brain is accomplished, then that person became spiritual. Secret of spirituality than is within mystery of time and its activity in human consciousness.

To us, people have two defining age:
1. Time age;
2. Real age.
Time age is one we all know well and live with it.
Real age is assemblage of all short moments in which spirituality is manifested in brain of a being, then spirit/spirituality in that same moment has access to material reality.
Such cases to most people last very short. For example, if we are 40 years of age of time age, real age could be six months, weeks, days, or hours. So, real age is gotten when adding timed space in which spirituality manifested, in moments where individual created increasing powers and level of conscious despite short term on that occurrence.
That reveals us part of method that we apply to contribute spiritual development of an individual because spiritual manifestation and mastering knowledge in those conditions is non-refundable process; process of real evolution.
It is correct also that it is hard and long process, for it requires happening of ‘turning bread and wine’ into ‘body and soul’, meaning that soul/spirit converts to body and blood. That is the process, which Jesus represented to his students during ‘last supper’.
Only some numbers of people believe that Jesus’ epistle was literal and not symbolic. Nevertheless, majority of people is not in the state to understand what was said in written communication despite simplicity and easiness of language, because it is for selected individuals. Language that is sued is language for masses that way it is offered and given to everybody equally in opportunity to understand Christ message.

A. Model – Reality is consistent from following elements:
Person is in correct space – time.
Everything that exists in given space at first stage (material and psychological things);
B. Model – State of fantasy is consistent from the following elements:
Person is located in wrong space – time;
Material and nonmaterial simultaneously are contained in higher space.

We must say that model of reality is a rare exception because most people always live spread in nets of fantasy and dreams which decreases possibility certain individuals to achieve real consciousness and happiness. This phenomenon is clearly marked and people are clearly warned of danger that that phenomenon carries. However, only few can understand that danger.
Average human never a suspect to what extent is lost, that is on a wrong path in world that surrounds that human. Also, that human is surrounded with people that are perhaps even more so unconscious of their true situation.
Unfortunately, our schools and universities are not of practical use in these matters and they cannot direct us into correct direction. We know they are concentrated on ethical, moral codes or on laws and rules brought in from legal and economical establishments of human society.
For these institutions to lead us, they must own programs made by conditionally speaking “pure brains”, which are never present at certain moment of time in adequate number to evoke desirable change of conscience, bringing mass conscience awakening. Regardless of that, it is shown in history many times that so called ‘pure brains’ suddenly appeared in some exceptional occasions to show us then on road which we can follow with only a spark of clarity.
At any rate, we also know, that those people, intellectual erudite were always subject of attack and ignorance by group of so called “intellectuals” who had power. Truth was that those with power couldn’t understand and explain messages, and attacks and ignoring exclusively serve them as defense in attempt to hide their own underdeveloped intelligence.
Our world is actually, in this present moment, ‘world of invalids’ although people believe for themselves that they are in perfect health condition and meanwhile they are not aware of symptoms that are showing their real state.
Ever how it is, damage is not done to their body or their intelligence, but damage is done in making the void in their conscious awareness. What actually means the conscious awareness? Isn’t that the difference between animal and human being? Surely that it isn’t even though its logical that ‘sapiens’ is much more conscious than animal. We know that animals do not possess soul, the divine’s spark/consciousness.

Consciousness we talk about is located only with intelligence that is separated from state of sleep/unconsciousness. On the other hand, lack of consciousness is filled with themes that endlessly extend maintenance of being asleep. That state practically doesn’t damage mechanical thinking or so called ‘dead intelligence’.

To recapitulate the ideas we wish to explain:

Unconsciousness – intelligence came from sleepy state/fantasy. Level of awake ness of an individual is very low regardless if its intellect we can observe as brilliant, for it reflects only big skills in making combination with already existing information in brain. That is ‘dead’ or ‘programmed’ intelligence.
Consciousness – that is intelligence that came and developed based on full awake ness/conscious. Level of alertness is high constantly, and we call that state ‘live’ or ‘non-programmed’ intelligence.

Human being we can conditionally determine as ‘mental invalid’ where term mental we use only as figure of speaking because ‘sapiens’ doesn’t have ‘mind’. How is that possible? We shall explain that later on. Wish is to explain that under term ‘mental invalidity’ express meaning of unconscious state of mind, which is greatest human power, and that is time when person/individual locates in state of sleepiness/unconsciousness.
For general lack of consciousness, planate Earth is ‘little hell’ where under act of ‘god’s mercy’ or law of hell, individual doesn’t notice nor judges the danger in which habituates, and it’s just like when someone becomes mentally ill.
‘Sapiens’ who behaves let say like Don Quixote did, Castilian nobleman, who attacked his own windmills; that is how ‘sapiens’ loses battle after battle, and results are:
Lost youth, lost illusions, pure intelligence fades so that remaining flashes of lucid mind vanishes forever.
If we were perverted good or immoral sweet talkers, we couldn’t think anything better then to make for us group of slaves and teach them to work in full humility and additionally convince them to believe, with collective hypnosis, that they are very happy and very important to us.

[Kala]

SPIRIT and SOUL

We are all in big confusion when we want to determine difference between soul spirit and soul.
General opinion is that these two terms represent only synonyms.
Some philosophers who are leaning toward Rosicrucian’s (Cross and Rose) defined problem in this way: “Human is a spirit that habitats in body and human has a soul. Spirit is a human; human has a soul.” Soul has divines heritage, soul is eternal and doesn’t die. It is a God’s spark or to say a spark that comes from God which we people carry it within deepest parts of our beings.
Soul is power received from God, eternal and indestructible light that shines on us in critical moments of our lives. For game of explanation we can describe God as huge liquid body that constantly ejects millions water drops where each drops represent the equivalent to one soul of an individual. According to that human is a soul that moved into our body.
Spirit is intelligent animal part, or to put it in other way, we call it person who is a result of unity between soul and body. When someone is sad or suffers a depression it is always the spirit that feels it. And when someone says ‘I am what I am’, it is a soul in individual that manifests self.
Final goal to human beings is to succeed in effort to join spirit and soul. For that to happen it is necessary to cultivate our spirit giving it the consciousness and intelligence. Spirit is just like small kid to whom we must impose our will, to get it used to obey us at any time. If that doesn’t happen then spirit goes backwards and will get controlled with animal instincts (animal part within).
When spirit receives consciousness and intelligence then it can act to its own will in unity with Mother Nature.
For example, hermetic law about relations says: “Just as it is up, it is down. Everything that’s down is also up.” If we apply this law onto people, the micro cosmos, we can claim that everything that’s within us is also outside us. Therefore, whoever can control its own nature, is also capable to take control over the things that are outside them.
Alchemy teaches how to make gold out of ordinary metal. In spiritual plan that represents spiritual transmutation of basic instinct to spiritual values. Spirit that is cleansing from uncontrolled emotions and passions is like shiny shield that protects human being from evil and misery.
Manifestation of spirit we can appreciate as distinctive seal that familiar collective spirit brands on its members. That doesn’t only produce the soul similarities but also what we call ‘familiar love’, that is what can be felt when two members of family meet. However, that collective spirit can be born in unsocial status, to present egoism and true tyranny that will bring that family only condemnation and misery. And if there’s harmony and perfect union between family members that kind of status surely may bring prosperity, protection and blessings to the family.
It is interesting to observe the state of spirit of certain country from the point of collective viewing. Entire country’s population has same reaction to similar situations and special sort of behavior that doesn’t come from living together. All strangers and outsiders are fast pulled into that collective forces and fast they adapt to situations becoming similar to natives. According to that, collective spirit pulled all of personal emotions, instincts, thoughts, and urges and if someone wishes to exit the mediocre milieu must lift oneself above collective spirit vibration, undergoing strict personal discipline.
Just as human being have spirit, animals, plants, and minerals have it as well because life surrounds us in everything. Formula is familiar: “Nothing is stabile, everything is in vibration.”
Speaking of spirit, we should observe heart as center of all physical and emotional life. Heart is very respectable and is logical to treat it upon its advices and dictation.
Truthfully, if our heart hasn’t been educated adequately, then our heart becomes big enemy pushing us from mistake to mistake. Heart is like child’s spirit, momentarily accepts any kind of vibration or forces that is in ability to push individual to make a step or act after which would be regretting it. World around us is filled with variable vibrations, for us useful but also harmful.
In certain moments in heart expanding, vibrations become pulled and accepted from heart as own. After that thinking process suffers severe disturbances as result of such emotional state. Result of that is that love and hate are blind. For example we can take a man in love. He will lose all and risk all for a woman he loves. Man who hates for instance carries in himself the seed of personal destruction. For that matter, love must be controlled at all times so it becomes only positive force of individual in love. If its not controlled, love, becomes blind force just like hate. Absolutely is always better to be in love then in hate. It is necessary to learn how to love and how through love without egoism, without personalization produce positive force to lead us into happiness and success.
How individuals know about true love? Woman falls in love and believes she is in love. However, that knowledge is often deceit came from heart. To express crudely: it is poisoning with psycho magnetism, which produces specific type of euphoria and wrongly is called love. When desire for possessing is satisfying and when is cleaned from poisons that love is forever ended. False love is cause for many marriage break ups. Storm has passed and cleared sky is showing us results from storm.
Only love that is born from perfect unity of heart and mind is true love. It is eternal and immortal for within contains spiritual field, and then we know that everything is holy and spiritual, eternal and immortal.
Key to man secrets can be found hidden between lines spoken above. If someone is capable to read them and understands them can beneficially use those secrets. Wisdom as such is not transmittable; basic facts can be presented for learning and practice only.

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[Kala]

Soul Cleansing – Mental Cleansing


Love – God given creative energy, brings and moves materialization of our ideas. Freely it can be said that without that energy anything creative cannot be made. When fourth heart chakra is open we become capable to give and receive universal love and to create everything that is in accord to its balance.
In contrary to that, uncleanness and closed higher mental level (sixth chakra which gives us opportunity to approach and learn highest, most creative ideas, principles, and acknowledgments of existence laws) brings us in situation to misjudge, misinterpret. With our best intended will, in lack of knowledge and sleepiness, we start to materialize destructive ideas, to project fears, to create totally wrong negative concepts and situations.
I underline that power in creating wishes very grand responsibility; it carries within itself a power of creation and power of destruction, creation of new worlds and self-destructive worlds. Fear is one of leading destructive urges, on individual and also on collective level.
We are human and considering the term and essence of expression, living like that we create for selves and our surrounding. Success in any business, in family, in society, maintenance of psycho-mental and physical health, spiritual and physical development (locating ones place under the Sun), overcoming all mental blocks, problems, advancing personal consciousness, all that is possible if a human being walks ‘personal path’.
At the beginning of process, support and strength we’ll receive from our will and faith in what we do, what we intended to do (fifth chakra). That means that with our will and effort we control and restrain ourselves, we eliminate all our negative emotions, thoughts, words, and behavior. That way we transform into positive, creative, and we ennoble ourselves. By doing this we make life prettier to others and us daily.


Expressing self in only one level or ‘field’ of life will not bring desired equilibrium – balance, we wont be happy with self.
Examples are plenty in this world, especially in art.
Let’s explain what happens within art. It happens that regardless of talent, work technique, professional approach, and inexhaustible creative charge, we have truly disarranged life filled with problems on mental and emotional level, in communication with others, have inadequately recognized creative impulse, unfiltered and incomplete development, various blocks and problems, detouring to narrow life fields, disallowed to equal expression (to achieve balance).
I place attention on soul and subject vibration. For reminder, some thing, place or space soaks vibrations of those who they are in touch with. For instance, if you are angry and dissatisfied and you are preparing meal for housemates besides calories and vitamins they shall receive consequentially your energy. Returning to art, some artwork besides its visual and professional side contains invisible emotional-energetic charges by artist’s creative thoughts and feelings, artist’s relationship with self, life and the world. That way each painting, sculpture, poem or text doesn’t carry ineluctable only beauty, peace and love yet around self it spreads artist’s fantasies, soul restlessness, dissatisfactions, et cetera, and that is transmitted onto space and viewers.
We can say ‘it is much easier when I get things out of myself’, person doesn’t really care then what others receive with it, it is important that that person’s trouble went away in expression. I do think that is not okay, it is inadmissible and is badly affecting the creator. Correct and right approach would be to ‘dive in self’ locating causes of our psycho-physical state and try to resolve it to bring ourselves to positive state (the balance) meanwhile changing all negative within us into positive and constructive. When we manage that, we can continue to work spreading blessing vibrations around.
Botticelli’s painting The Birth of Venus carries poem of beauty and love within self and in contradicting to that work of art is apocalyptical painting by Hieronimus Bosch, or Ernest, or other similar to them that suffer from uncontrollable passions, emotional confusions, and unsettled thoughts. Our work is reflection of our inner being or balance or anti-noble energy (negative quality energy, or low frequency).

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February 1st, 2002.

CLEANSING

Abundant rains washes piled filth from the air and from surrounding streets and houses. It is marvelous to travel after those abundant rains that clean all: air is fresh, sky is clean, sky is blue, comes beauty in full glow of million blinking stars, mountains seem nearer from the distance and are blue color, and stream I louder and cheerier.

In winter approaching, air becomes fresher and cooler, fruit-garden and crop fields are quiet. In air there is a sense of silence, our activities are redirecting from regular to winter. Spring awaits us. And at spring we must return to nature in full strength and enthusiasm to secure our annual needs. With summer our activities culminate, glowing with fire and ecstasy.
At winter period we surrender to relaxation. Each season of work at field from planting seed to harvesting, from cutting fruit trees and vineyards leaves large quantities of waste that slowly covers summer’s dust. Great cleansing is ahead, fields need to be burnt, and streets, storages and houses need to be cleaned.
After harvest is done follows final cleansing with help of abundant rains.
At same time, harvest is our period of cleansing and preparing for new seasons and new temptations.